Innocent enough question:

“So, what DO you want Jeremy?” says my wife.

The 30 seconds of silence was palpable. I haven’t been silent for 30 seconds since Christ died.

The question was posed as we were, inevitably, talking about work and how I felt about it. I’m in one of my valleys right now and she was just trying to understand where I was coming from. It took me the full 30 seconds, but here’s what I came up with:

1. A challenging environment
While my current job can be challenging, it’s often just politics.

2. A stable work environment
This is definitely where my current job falls short. Mainly my job consists of following the whims of the people in charge, while trying to push forward with initiatives to save us money. I spend roughly half my time doing politics (see #1); a quarter spinning my wheels on whims and only 25% actually doing my job.

3. An appreciative work environment
Again, this is where work definitely fails. I won’t get into specifics but suffice to say a certain senior person (who isn’t my direct boss but carries one of the few C titles around) has lied to others to save face 3 times in the last 3 months.

4. To make ‘enough’ money
I’m Canadian. The Canadian dream is rather different from the American dream. The Canadian dream is to basically have no consumer debt, making your way towards owning your house and to be saving for your future so you can retire young-ish. Right now I’m not even making enough to pay all the bills.

So yeah, that’s what I want sweetie!